"Nobody would stick with you. They'll leave you eventually." Someone tweeted this and many things flowed through my mind.
I watched them leave. To be honest, it hurts a lot. I wonder whether it was because we didn't make an effort to continue our friendships. Whether we got too caught up with our own plans that we forgot. Knowing that nothing lasts forever kinda sucks. I mean like why bother to start something when we know it's gonna end. Especially when the ending is heartbreaking.
All of us wonder and hope whether someone distant, would think about us just for a minute. I know that I would. I too have left certain people who are worth staying for. Guilt eats me up but I'm afraid of making efforts. Usually it ends up that one party stops and the other eventually will. We don't bother about it anymore because we get bored. We meet more new people. Deep talks, confessions, etc. They don't exist anymore because we're all laughs. Because it's less awkward. I'm talking shit right now cause I can't think straight. Don't mind me. Anyway, I hope, in the future that I won't get too attached to people cause I don't wanna get hurt. Heh.
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