clingy

Today, I realized what I said was true. People leave. I should stop dreaming that they'll stay the same, that they'll never leave. They moved on. Why am I so stupid to cling onto them? They found someone special, or someone new. I felt forgotten. I felt like I wasn't needed anymore. I felt like an old toy that's too boring for people to play with, left on a corner in the house, collecting dusts and hoping for someone to pick me up again. But at the same time, I'm filled with doubt and hopelessness.  What's worse is that they're much happier. I know I sound very selfish but.. it's the same on the other side. I'm not blaming them but they left. Either way, it's a selfish world, what do people expect right? The world also moves on. Which means I have to do the same.