I'm not surprised.

I'm mentally and physically tired. I've been headfucked for the past five months. But I have no clue of what to do.

I'm not happy. And I never was. The truth is, I really don't know what I'm feeling right now. I don't know whether I'm happy or sad. Whether I'm full of hate or I'm in love. I can never confirm my feelings.

Many people are telling me different things. I don't know who to trust. I don't know which to choose, my head or my heart. Whatever I do, people will judge. The stupid thing is, I listen to what they want me to be. But sometimes, people can never be satisfied. I guess I'm a puppet. I'm unsure of my feelings and I let people control me.

Really stupid. I know. But fuck it man.